Ohm (11.18)

           

 I have been meditating now for, a few months, and although it isn't something I really want to talk about, I have found myself. I can honestly say, I have seen where I want my life to go, and have seen some clarity of the things that I need. I think that the way I have been changing is not solely because of meditation, but because i have taken the time to see, feel and know the things in which i have found to be true. 

As a result from all of this, I  have become more at peace with the decisions and life choices people make, whether i am included or not. I have found that, i cannot choose the path in which someone wants to follow, only they can take them where they want to go. If i want to be a part of someones life, that means I have to do the things to take me there. I have realized that I can only control myself. The friends I have and continue to make is what is taking my where i want to go. By surrounding myself with the influences i need, I find myself becoming more understanding of each individual.

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Viva La Vida - Coldplay, covered by The Dirty Heads

I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own

I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"

One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand


For some reason I can't explain
Once you go there was never
Never an honest word
And that was when I ruled the world